i more often then not find myself lying in bed trying to sleep but instead lying in bed with my eyes closed and just thinking for hours. usually it is the same 5 topics over and over rarely with a new thought to it but often reworded slightly. i just lay there repeating the same paragraphs i did the nights before until i fall asleep. these pages will be my sleep rants finally put down onto "paper". i am adhd and dyslexic so i am not very good with words or writing or coherent thoughts so i apologize if they are a bit hard to read. i also plan on getting very personal in some of these so if i know you either dont read them or at least pretend you didnt :3 enjoy !